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Our Fortress is the Rain: The Angel Experiment Part II

by Abandoned by Light

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My eyes open in pain Lying in the nuclear snows Stained red with my essence and sorrow Agony encircles my wounds Wretched life remaining inside Rising to my knees screaming Tears forming in bloodshot eyes Releasing my despair to the world Lifeless and broken I remain this night Closer to the edge, a lost spirit Screaming to the celestial space Praying for salvation, to cease The lone angel, a vigil of the world A future that isn't mine Spreading my frost tinted wings I remove myself from the world Towards the blood tinted skies The smell of ash and cold remaining No salvation or solution, a life far away
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Drifting through the skies Watching the world below A hollow corpse shell Where once life dwelt Landing beneath a canopy Of blood, ash and dying leaves I imagine a world in bloom And curse the wretched life I lead Little remains of what once was Shallow reminders of days long past A world I never got to witness Images and sounds now extinct Despair plunges its blade once more The dark and cold encircling my soul Falling in this graveyard of blood and trees Holding myself tight I lay and die Time never stops, though nothing passes Nothing left to see the seasons change Or watch the ebb and flow of the waters Only my eyes see the pointless passing moments In this graveyard of roots and trees
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Watching the light sink away The last of my strength draining with it My heart replaced with stone My soul dipped in blood and hatred A voice from the dark aether speaks A shape forming in the midnight mists Cloaked in the nighttime and hooded in fog A voice dripping with malice comes forth A call from the grave It speaks of a world before myself of suffering and debasement Of tongue and sword in perpetual feud Born of the souring visions and wrath It was born to cleanse the world To rebirth it all without life To give nature time to reclaim its words fell as glass upon me Sanity shattered by hammer blown words I was born to a mutilated world of horror birthed into a noose closing slowly around I swore to create my own vengeance The aethers voice grew silent once more As I vomited forth foul utterances Basking in my own hatred and bestial desire I would take to the heavens and burn them down He who would swallow God He who formed me to suffer Who cut the world apart before me Who burned my life before it began
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Falling Down I keep falling The air ripped from my lungs Suffocating, desperate Descending from on high Falling My wings keep struggling To catch the freezing wind Frozen tears clinging to my face Descending towards my tomb Spiraling ever downward Through spheres of hatred A morning star cast to the Earth Born in fire and rising through ash Icy rain descends, blanket of cold A scythe cutting the curtain of reality Retreating to solace and isolation My only fortress is the darkness A conspiracy against all life The shadow of no light hanging Infesting every moment with hate and mourning My self extinction brought to pass My only fortress is the rain Welcoming the darkness once more Turning my gaze eternally inward Towards the familiar loathing and despair Taking solace in familiar hatred
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The pale icy moon illuminates Rain mixing with blood and ash And pale lifeless figures rising from night Lifeless eyes gazing through myself Lost and mutilated in a world That stands in perfect silence A heavy suffocating atmosphere With ghosts wandering freely They offer me a vision of futures Where worms reign as kings above all They rise from the graven earth Moving through sulfurous fog A dark eternity before them Their eyes upon the angel of misery The coldness of their gaze piercing As they show me these cold futures My screams pierce the night blanket Take me away from this suffering Lead me away from this darkness But the figures just fade away, back into night
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Veins filled with the serum of torment Eyes weeping the tears of prophecy Ears echoing the anguish of nations Surrounded by the graves of all men The Angel Experiment receiving the world Formed in the cocoon of times end At the birth of a new dying aeon When fire ravaged millennia of sin Wearing the ashen crown of darkness When Gods hand smote the cosmos These eyes have taken in the land And vomited back the blood and hate Born witness to the accuser and adversary Walked the fire paved skies and scorched earth Dipped in the pool of destruction and bathed Futile is the attempt to reason the chaos Accept each blow as it comes forward But bow before no God, instead merge with darkness Be reborn in the dying flames of his kingdom I have tasted the growing sour fruit of suffering Born the scars of perpetual anguish Embraced the blisters of my existence Spreading ashen wings to the moonlight The Angel Experiment will finally be free
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The alleys of hell where we wonder What's eternal, now it begins The fate of the earth, where we were born No last echo, pull the plug And the storm left nothing And the storm left all And the storm took nothing And the storm took all The winds of disease burn your fields So unhallowed, so unclean The face of extinction raw and pestilent White with terror, tainted eyes And the storm left nothing And the storm left all And the storm took nothing And the storm took all The ghosts of grace want your bones Your spirit left for dead The cause of the mourning, lay in grace Like nations raped with praise And the storm left nothing And the storm left all And the storm took nothing And the storm took all

about

The story of The Angel Experiment (the 3rd full length) continued, seeing the angel attempt to destroy God, who it sees as the cause of all suffering.

This album was created through inner turmoil and is the result of all the thoughts and feelings that I have been wrestling and struggling with for the last year regarding my music and future. The result is a furious assault of misanthropy and aggression.

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released October 18, 2018

All music, vocals and lyrics by Karhmul*

*Except on 'Ghosts of Grace', original music and lyrics by Nachtmystium and Blake Judd.

Eternal support and hails to Nachtmystium! The psychedelic black metal titan!

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Abandoned by Light Sheffield, UK

Founded 2013 by Karhmul - solo Black Metal project from Sheffield, UK.

Check out my other band 'Nokturnal Ritual':
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