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Melancholia

by Abandoned by Light

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Engulfed and devolved Bitter thoughts whispered Outwards into the darkness Asphyxiated by the chasm Of the winds and the rain Red stained skies dwindle Into the blackness of night-time Illuminated by the rising moon The dreariness is never ending Caressed by the dying embers The tempest continues outward Lashing rain drowning all sight Withering illusions in my eyes Unable to walk alone again Engulfed by my melancholia Icy winds pull at my frail being Tearing my spirit into the abyss There will be no peace ever here Dark clouds form on the edges Beckoning into the bleakness Engulfed and devolved Lost to the winds of time Swallowed by the shadows Asphyxiated by the chasm Of the open maw of despair
2.
Lightning perpetually strikes down Endless crashing cacophony of sound Human colour fades, and light dies Into the bewildering darkness it fades Tortured and torched voices scream Abysmal depths are flooded again And plundered till nothing remains Symphonies of agony sounding out Calling to the dead souls that rise A genocide of life beginning at the end Crucified minds and mutilated spirits Ripped out of sundered restless beings Raped of humanity by endless misfortune Cursed revelations spawned of degeneration The leviathan of misery gnaws at the bone Internal forces bid farewell to light Dreams darkened by twilight endless Fade into oblivion, die and rot Consumed and marked by shadow On the astral corpse of a dead sun Guided by anguish and old sins Enslaved by disdain for existence Drowning in flooded abysmal depths Castles of utopia brought down Crumbling in the eyes of the dead Cursed revelations witnessed In the blackened eyes Of an astral corpse of a dead sun
3.
Eternally falling deeper and deeper Into the suffocating emptiness below Into the fire that eternally burns within Scalding flames violating the skies The darkness was always there Rising till it has consumed it all Blackening and destroying Till it became ashes in the wind Far beyond the walls of safety Forged of shattered bone and pain And layered in broken angel wings Despairing starved hands break skin The promises of a grand deceiver Have led them down a burning road A cross bathed in the tears of the masses Marks the point at which we were lost All that was begun is ending As the fire rises to consume All that was planned is dying As the sky fades to blackness The spire that raped the skies Is brought down to the dirt Embraced by mulling corpse hands The grand deceiver is bleeding Splinters of shadows forced deep inside Breaking the skin, and infecting the flesh With terrible words and perverse ideals A crown of scars heralding my demise Dragging you down, further than ever Into the worm infested earth, rotting Far beyond the cracked walls of safety Forged from countless broken hearts
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Clinging to the root of your mind Infecting and diseasing your blood Corroding away at your life and smile Blackening your vision, closing your eyes Falling through darkened fogs The air becomes colder again As night embraces the world With a cold, unfeeling embrace Suffering screams rise from the deep This is existence as you know it Everything that was is now not Autumnal colours fade to black As the call of the void grows strong And the darkness grows eternal The midnight ravens call out Towards the forgotten depths That swallow the light cast down And darkness covers the soul Singing the funereal dirge of life The abysmal pendulum swings Casting judgement upon the soul Beckoning the end on black wings To come and lay its hand upon you
6.
A spirit of torment screaming out Painted in the blood of its sins Bearing the wounds of the darkness Lacerated veins witness force Forged of the fabric of night Violent and jagged edges Slice at the edges of the sun To remove the light from us The screams dying away at last Into silent despair at this life Phantom pains become reality Regretful wanderer of empty silence Shed the skin to receive the world And bear the agonised fruit of life Nightmares scratch claw marks deep A worm that seeks the light Worthless creature of pity Creeping back from its shame To crawl into the throat of purity And hide from wretched light A deep, violent self-extinction Born from the womb of horrors Ghosts of hope, raped of bodies Shed the skin, to receive the end Free the guilt and pain bleeding Vanishing eyes from empty skulls Plucked tongues, ripped and tossed The burdens of consciousness abandoned Raising limbs forged of wounds higher Shed the skin to receive the world again
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Solace has departed once more Embraced by the cold arms of grief Her smile painted with silver brushes Forged of frozen crystal funereal tears Of those left behind in February snows Life is killing him once again, sinking deeper Dreams become nightmares filling the void Utterances of forgotten prayers long dead Memories of misplaced smiles since drowned In the tears and rain that fell from the sky As the sun lowers to mourn the end And night rises, draining misleading sunsets Closing your eyes to see the darkening light As the dawning moon reflects on the grave Where your disease and trauma still fester As the flesh becomes lost and disposed The soul no longer lingering in wooden prison The pain returned unto the abusing world Leaving only memories to rot in open wounds Cancerously growing to claim remaining lights Malignant prophecies of human suffering Irrelevant and sad lives become mere shadow Inner sanctuary, hiding from dawning realities Are torn down, raped once more of meaning Mourning the end of another forgotten soul Weeping for nothing, and for no-one Last thoughts leave, drift from the world Becoming dwindling starts, fading to apathy As obsidian pupils observe the passing aeons And the voices of the wind become whispers Malignant prophecies of human suffering Irrelevant identities become mere shadow Inner sanctuary, hiding from the abuses Is torn down, raped of all its meaning And its end is shown in shattered memory
8.
Far beyond the walls of all safety in a land Disgusting as the highest of God's heavens Starved hands keep appearing - clawing Tearing shreds out of the flesh and mind And as the sands crawl their unchanging path All means seemingly focus towards the end There is no reason to live anymore when the reason cannot be attained But the solace lay beyond the darkness In a land where light and life dwell Yet soon will come death and the numbing fires Only then will my mind lie to rest For I am alone on this world Enslaved and surrounded by the living dead Yet still I stand tall as I bleed Deep from within the cuts upon my skin
9.
Night-time sharpens, heightens each sensation Darkness stirs and wakes imagination Silently the senses abandon their defenses Slowly, gently, night unfurls its splendor Grasp it, sense it, tremulous and tender Turn your face away from the garish light of day Turn your thoughts away from cold, unfeeling light And listen to the music of the night Close your eyes and surrender to your darkest dreams Purge your thoughts of the life you knew before Close your eyes, let your spirit start to soar! And you'll live as you've never lived before Softly, deftly, music shall surround you Feel it, hear it, closing in around you Open up your mind, let your fantasies unwind In this darkness which you know you cannot fight The darkness of the music of the night Let your mind start a journey to a strange new world Leave all thoughts of the world you knew before Let your soul take you where you long to be Only then can you belong to me Floating, falling, sweet intoxication Touch me, trust me, savor each sensation Let the dream begin, let your darker side give in To the power of the music that I write The power of the music of the night You alone can make my song take flight Help me make the music of the night

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The 5th album A much faster and more aggressive album, the second part of the trilogy featuring 'As Witness to the Passing of Aeons' and 'And Here I Stand, Betwixt Light and Dark'. The album thematically is about the darkness, despair and hatred that lurks within the human soul

All Vocals, lyrics and instruments by Karhmul*

*Guest vocals on track 3 by Plagues
*Original music and lyrics on track 8 by Shane Rout of Abyssic Hate
*Original music and lyrics by Andrew Lloyd Webber and Charles Hart

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released May 29, 2017

Sample from track 2 is taken from the film the Matrix
Sample at the beginning of track 3 is from the game: Outlast 2

Thanks to Plagues from Plagis and Burning Pantheon for contributing vocals to track 3.
Plagis: www.facebook.com/plagisband/?ref=br_rs
Burning Patheon: www.facebook.com/burningpantheonband/?ref=br_rs

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Abandoned by Light Sheffield, UK

Founded 2013 by Karhmul - solo Black Metal project from Sheffield, UK.

Check out my other band 'Nokturnal Ritual':
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